i think mummy knows. she's been giving me weird stares and tryin to listen to me and sis's conversations. esp when i talk abt her to sis. yupx. and the looks are really really scary. uh. talked to sis for a short while juz now... according to my sis. she wont be surprise if mummy finds out cause she says somehow mothers have their way of finding out things and their intuations are really strong when it comes to matters like these. uh
haha. but den again. she said dat. even if mummy suspects. den yah. dun think she'll approach me and ask me abt it? she'll juz wait for me to turn straight again.
oh yah. mummy is telling me how nice auntie gene's[a fren of hers who stays in canada.and mummy stayed over for 5 days] sons.[ one elder den me by 1 yr. the other older den sis by also 1 yr.] are. telling me how shuai and smart and nice they are. and i was like "i'm not interested" while my sis on the other hand said " so wasted" . mummy den glared at me...wooo
oops
Saturday, June 28, 2003 @06:02
i'm a sleepy girl. slept at 4am. waited for parents to come home. den yahx. unpack and stuff and starting readin harry potter. oh my goodness. i'm reading. yupx. quite enthu somemore. den woke up at 5. discovered dat i have 8 mosquitoe bites on my arms. wads the irritating prob of the mosquitoes. dun work overtime can!. den woke up at 9.
hmmx. read the whole day. den ya. went for dinner with parents at some supposedly gd seafood rest.? not gd at all. ok. maybe our family has high expectations when i comes to food. yahx.
uh. i feel sick. me and sis ate something wrong again we always end up eating the wrong stuff. why?
oh!!! the chocs and maple leaf biscuits mummy bought frm canada rox!! we finally restock our supply of food and snacks at home!
@05:56
whaha. went to meet cindy chan souk mun at orchard mrt. went to lido . went shopping . and met chan souk track juniors. watched charlie's angels together. damn nice. ok. they are wad kinda chio. wad kinda skinny and it's wad kinda unfair. the whole show i was exclaiming how chio they were. !urhx.
den went lj with them and left after a while. headed for hsin's house. was suppose to do work. den u see us....yupx. den silly came and left. den yahx. lugged home the bottles and the books in my bag. i almost died i tell u.
saw my 4 yrs older den me senior. he's in army liaox. he still recognized me. yupx. he's nice. kinda talked on the way home. yupx. miss kcp now. uh.
my blog is ok again!!!happy happy!
Friday, June 27, 2003 @07:24
my blog is back! it's done! it's done!
@07:20
i'm crying. my blog is screwed. i dint do a single thing to the freaking templete. nothing at all. AH.
gg to meet chan souk at 10.40 watching the 1130 show. i'll fly over to hsin's house after dat.
Thursday, June 26, 2003 @18:36
blogger is screwed
@05:59
oh my goodness. disgusting new blogger. yucks.
today was a boring day.
was suppose to go running? dint go. went sch den went to youth park. met cheryl. pei. mich and jinger there. very smart andrew...DINT TURN UP.. very smart.
den wandered in town with pei and jinger ...waiting for andrew. still dint turn up. den headache and feel lyk puking. me and pei left. i tell u she's soooo silly. walk all the way to orchard mrt bus stop den decided to walk the ulu way to youth
tmr. gg hsin's house. might be gg to watch charlie's angels with cindy b4 that. cause NONE OF THEM: hsin. annie.sy. joyce. WANNA WATCH. fine.
yupx.
@05:39
i keep seeing the charlie's angels advertisement. oh man i wanna watch....irritating-
Wednesday, June 25, 2003 @07:22
i want watch charlie's angels... -whines-
@06:01
boo!. i did my bio essays today. oh my goodness. nah. juz did 1.8. yahx. spent my day reading away. i read! haha. ok. joke joke. boring. as in seriously. i'm bored. i need to go out. gotta go to youth park tmr at 1 to do the registration. uh. ok. settle the players. wooohoox. fun.yahx..
@05:46
uhm...i need to go shopping!!! anyone?!
Tuesday, June 24, 2003 @05:34
boo! another day drifted pass. ok i really dread gg to sch now.more scared den anything else. so un-me. so slack this yr. yucks. i'm disgusted with myself.
hmmx.rushing to blog cause i wanna watch tv frm 9-1. okok. uhmx.
toot nut came. and we lazed around. was suppose to read. but she distracted me. den went for lunch and edo sushi and went grocery shopping. played around with the h20melon. den yahx. went home. uhm. talked abt family history for awhile and yahx. stoned again. den she left . she's at chalet now i think.yahx.
bored bored. oh yahx. need to go see the batch's blog. heard she's soooooooo "remoseful" lor. batch is batch lor. everyone go seE!. ask me for her blog add k!. ok..i'm mean. wadever
@05:34
updated pics. today's baking day... 230603bakingday. nice nice ...muz go see!
Monday, June 23, 2003 @07:57
boo!.today...uhm fun?
yahx. trng in the morn. the bus broke down at my bus stop. very smart. den was almost late. den annie and hsin came my house. ate lunch at china village. den went shopping for baking ingriedients at shop and save. damn fun. was laughing thruout the whole thing. sat in the trolley. den all the aunties called me the big baby..and den i bloated up my cheeks for them. went round saying hi to all the strangers on my way home. they are friendly people
ok. it's my honour to bake with hsin and annie cause it's their first time! yupx. took pics. muz go see. was quite fun larhx. hsin disgusting acts of colouring her cookies purple.dot. messed up place but servant annie did the washing..hsin basically slack the whole way. nono. she wiped the table!. and moved around the kitchen by gliding on the mat..dumb girl.
den went upstairs and rest...took photos again. den fooled around. yahx. den played with darling and piano and they left. damn dumb. they left my house running-cause they were running away frm me cause they were afraid i would run after them.[did i lose u somewhere?]
yahx. den slack around somemore and yahx...uh. here i am.. lyk duh. uploading pics. muz see k!
@07:24
slept the whole day away today. was suppose to read den Zzzz. yahx.
"i've been saying it so long to you,you just wouldn't listen.everytime you said "farm boy,do this" you thought i was answering. "as u wish" but that's only because you were hearing wrong. "i love you" was what is was, but you never heard, and you never heard."
Sunday, June 22, 2003 @07:06
uploaded pics.21062003-.yupx.
@06:54
boo!. i'm awake. yupx. yest was a dumb day.
woke up. met reen at the usual place and headed to town.. bought my skirt!. den went discovery cafe and stone. i did one piece of chinese!. with reen's help. ok. i entered arcade. after 2 and a half yrs. yupx. played jurrasicpark and house of the dead. haha. we rox. got best team work. wooo. yahx. den walked to taka. return bks. and i had to go. rushed home. saw sis all prepared. gonna die. ok. den..yupx. left home at 6?. den walked and sis met her frenx and met cheryl.cheryl took control of the cam.[as u can see in the visuals]
followed sis and frenx to mm. ok. den saw some ppl familiar. woo was jiawen+huiching+cheryl+andrew. yahx. so i joined them. (if not to extra. with sis frenx) den yahx. huiching got drunk. so scary can. bang here bang there. stuggle here stuggle there. scary. yupx. jiawen and me spent most of our time saving her.(actually jw did more larhx) den yah. andrew and cherly took the dance floor. i sat there and stoned.
ok. drank drank. ooh. i'm not drunk. juz giddy. ok. we left early cause cheryl needed to go. sis disappeared. she left me there. best rite? den yah. ahem. ppl wanted to say bye bye. make us stand outside for so long. den yah. shihui came and saved hc. so we took seperate cabs. shihui+hc+andrew and me+jw+cheryl. yahx. sent cheryl den me. den jw went home. took pics.!
sis juz came home when i reached. yupx. so guess she went somewhere else.
was bobbing head thruout my bath and after dat. rolled in bed till four? dot.
i still feel as if i'm flying.
Saturday, June 21, 2003 @20:56
updated pics. go see. 200603prisch
Friday, June 20, 2003 @07:26
yawnx. i'm tired. not sleepy.
dint slp the whole night cause of the food poisoning. trng. did warm up only. dint trng. no energy at all. went for far east chicken rice with da+ying+nie+hsin. i treated! den treated ying+annie+da to ice cream.. den went to meet pri sch frenx. jas+ally+fang+kim+dawn+rach+jaromes+vern+xavier+arjun+jiahong+jian. yah. big grp. went bowling. thx jaromes and vern for ur treat.. den went food court. reen came. i pei her go collect shoes. met hsin+mum(lyn)+jan. as sy said [da qiu]. yah. den went to take pics. was quite pissed. den walked around. boring. so me and ally made a move first
me and ally move agreed that this meeting was not as gd as last yr's end of yr.. yah. yawnx. i'm sleepy. nono. tired. keep yawning. brain is lacking of oxygen
...yawnx
@06:08
i'm having food poisoning
Thursday, June 19, 2003 @07:04
slacked the whole day. dint do anything really. ok. let me tell u wad i did for the whole hols. the only productive thing. the only hw dat i touched--- amaths: simultaneous eqn. smart right. this yr really damn slack. uh. irritating.
ate lyk pig for dinner. lyk wads new. i'm juz piggish. uh. i'm bored. there's trng tmr.
sis is getting tooooo strict on me. hope she gets lost at vjc tmr and dun come back
@05:49
youarenolongerthegirlionceknew.
thoughtthatucaredthoughtthatubothered
asafriend.iwaswrong.
wasdown.ustoodbythere.staring.
orperhapsudintevennoticethati'vefallen
iwaswrongabtyou
ormaybethatwasalwaystherealyou.
Wednesday, June 18, 2003 @07:47
trng today. was ok. except the muscle part. pulled it on monday. dint think it was serious. but den now. errr. yahx.... den went for chicken rice at far east with ying+hsin+annie. collected my replacement sim card. den headed down to thomson cc for bball. met jas+reen+nat. stoned for quite some time. den played alittle. uh. bored...
home. the world suddenly decided to check on us. all the relatives juz out of the blue started calling one by one. and i had to do the talking. uh. ..yahx.
DUN DEGRADE URSELF LYK THIS~.
@06:30
batch. batch. batch. threw away my sim card. threw away my pouch. threw away my stars. threw away everything was in and on the phone. cleared the tones. cleared the photos. cleared my profiles. cleared my msges. scratched my screen. BATCH LORX. and wadever apology letter is that. SOOOO SINCERE right?! i'm like so happy when i read it lorx. i'm gg to scan it in and post it on my blog. look at her a/T lorx. angry uh. but wadever ah
thanks everyone who helped.
and those who asked.
DONT U CROSS MY PATH AGAIN. BATCH
@06:18
i'm a happy girl.
Tuesday, June 17, 2003 @07:17
MY PHONE IS BACK
nothing to say to u batch. was reading book den suddenly received a call. some spotted batch a green 7250. DOT. the suspect. den they followed her. questioned her. but she denied. batch. den i called mrs heng and i headed to batch's bus stop. hsin came along and jx and ly came too. thanks alot ppl. den mrs heng called several times. talked to ly. den suddenly..ly said we could go home. she admitted. yupx.batch lah. steal wad steal. BATCH
anw. thankyou everyone again. reen. annie. hsin. sy. da. joyce. jx. ly. sophie. cindy. beechun. yupx. thank you SOOOOOOO much. i'm a happy girl again
guess justice is done and as my sis said. i'm a blessed girl. thank you. god too.
THANK YOU :
thank you those who asked and posted on my blog. thanks
@06:50
MY PHONE IS STOLEN WADEVER. batch woman.. give it back to me. u desperate creature. save up and buy one urself. 700++ u cant afford it. u think i can? u think i can fork out another 700++ dollars. inhuman
its obvious the person have been eyeing on my phone. my wallet had 70 bucks and money is still intact. everyone's bag was with mine and noone's stuff went missing.and the person must have seen my hp. the funniest part is dat. the person recognize my bag. cause... this bag is new. only a few frens seen it. and ppl lyk those sitting public buses with me know that the bag is mine. UH WADEVER
i actually do have a suspect. yahx. i do. batch woman. i'm quite sure. if the truth comes to light. i'll make u regret it.
thank you. for those who were there supporting and helping me.. hsin. annie. ying. joyce. da. michelle. cindy. jiaxi. sophie. hanjin. dorcas. and all those who asked if i was ok. thanks. and yah, i'm not excatly ok.
GIVE ME MY PHONE BACK
Monday, June 16, 2003 @06:40
oh yah. let me tell u abt the remarkable silly. slept at 330 i think. woke up at 12. slept again and woke up at 330. not bad at all right? think abt me!. she slept for 12 hours? i slept for 2h 30 mins? i think i can juz die now. uh . i'm not sleepy.
hsin is a crocodile. she juz told me she it. remember the story abt the crocodile on the floor and u muz throw pillows and cusions and step on them if not the crocodile will eat u up? ok i'm lame
but i'm happy!
Sunday, June 15, 2003 @06:37
new link.! vern. wong vern neng. yupx. he's a stalker
@06:30
oh my goodness. did i see a mandarin orange growing frm the potted plant? yating called me. asked me why i haven been in church and yah. so sorry. i really really wanted to go back!. ok. i'll go back. i promise k. little finger promise and tumb something k?[sounds familiar?]
lalala. happy rem?
@06:22
i'm still a happy girl.
@05:59
boo!. another day. slept at 330am? whoa rite. woke up at 6. had to go for piano course. piano workshop. was ok. but i still suck. sis was pissed with the piano. and kinda stormed out. home. slept in sis bed for half an hour. timmo came along. borrowed vcds. ate. cindy came along!. yupx. she came my house for the first time.. yupx. went straight upstairs to watch hot chick. we are pigs i tell u. ok. at least i'm the one. we slept on the beds and starting munching non stop. really nv stop. ate 1 packet of crackers 1 packet of chips. 1 carton of apple juice. den went downstairs watch maid in manhattan with sis and timmo. den went upstairs to rot again.
den she left. think i saw jiayuan?.
uhx. i feel fat. feel lyk puking. juz realise trng is on mon. wed . sat?? woohoox. i die or die? nvm. for annie. for crez. i'll at least try to survive and die LESS times.
@05:57
i'm a happy girl. irritating. i dun like u laiox. dot. bad girl.
Saturday, June 14, 2003 @08:34
boo!. today. woke up sooo early and headed to airport. damn angry over this. we reached there early hoping for a nice breakfast and guess wad. we entered the worst queue. ok. it was short. but now i noe why. the ground staff-a china lady was horrendous. every customer she attended she had to check with her manager 500 times. waited for 1 hour. still not served. mum was pissed. and that ground staff made the woman in front of us miss her flight. so smart right, den finally after 1h 30 mins. our turn. den got prob. u noe why? my parents name cannot go thru cause she typed vancouver= USA! HELLO! not related at all. her managers almost died on the spot. my mum FUMED.
so yah. everyone was bad mooding and the whole family quarrelled. and we splitted even b4 they needed to enter departure hall. yupx. so me and sis when to bk. she did her work. i wandered around the airport. den ate at genki sushi. den took cab to queensway. bought shoes.
home. slept for 1 hour. she came. den she left. yupx. thanks. my sis sae thanks too. sill girl.
@08:21
nothing to say to u. i've said enough. saying more wont make a diff...will it. ur mind is fixed. unopen to others. let it be then. u juz wan to see me leave right.
Friday, June 13, 2003 @07:12
i said yes-/
@07:09
woke up early today. fiddled with my hair the whole morn. it looks weird. figured out dat it was the colour. met cindy in town.. bought lots lots of poifull.the auntie thought i was mad. asked if i was opening a shop.bought bottle and figured out that i was toooo heavy so we sat down in the middle of no where filling the bottle with poifull
uh. went to cine. caught finding nemo. yupx. it was ok .yupx ok. still like squirt. like. but not as obsessed. i still love dinky!
rained.walked around. ate at cine. saw bren! saw sy earlier. saw many many people. obsessed jw took photos again. yupx.walked to heeren. walk walk. sat at graffiti. talk talk. walk walk to taka. and decided to go home.yupx..
had formal dinner with mum and sis. yupx. no hp no nothing. but was running a fever den. so slept thru half the dinner. did some shopping. mum's buying food like for a month's ration.
@07:08
uh. i refuse to comment. cuz i'm tired. continue. said enough. things will juz get worst and more sacarstic. yupx. not angry juz disappointed. u noe dat. ok maybe u dun.yupx..
haha..i'm still a happy girl. who likes the happy meal toy.
and i still miss u. loads.
Thursday, June 12, 2003 @07:14
today. ooh. as hsin said. good and bad. uh. woke up in a horrible state. was totally dead. as in really nv been sooo dead in my life b4. sch. trng. it kinda perk me up. was quite tiring but was ok also larhx. left early for flying. uh..i personally thought it was ok. i'm so proud of hsin and ying and joyce. they did it!. haha. so cute can. sat infront cuz noone else wanted to. it was ok alrhx. quite stressful. and felt abit pukish.
den mrs tan treated us to roti prata. she's really nice. diff frm all the teachers who were and are in charge of netball.
went for steamboat with mich+ying+annie+hsin+da+joyce+joyce cousin. nv eaten sooo much for so long. den went home with hsin. saw parents on the way while walking in. so i'm here
@07:07
#:::./it's not that i dun trust you.\ but how am i suppose to when the facts are placed right in front of me.maybe u thought i dint noe. i dint act as if nothing has not happened. i dint do anything like dat. i felt the silence.awkardness. uneasiness. i achknowledge it. but when i did dat. i was told that i was avoiding. wad else do u wan me to sae. asked u to give me a day to ans u cause i wanna put serious thought into it. guess u saw it as another way. flipped.cursed.sweared.
the silence between us was partly my fault cause i duno how to face it. act as if nothing happened act as if i dint hear nor see anything. i cant do that. i rather there be silence between us den acts gg on like dat. i rather not talk if talking will worsen the damage between us.
after reading dat blog entry. i thought twice. but den when i proceeded on on blog reading. i saw some stuff i dint wan to see.probably not suppose to see. yah. but i saw it. the contridiction. now i see it. noone told me or said anything.am i suppose to act as if i din come across dat page.? ok. u can deny that dat was not for me. but i noe it is. it's placed right there for me to accept it.
i'm not angry. juz really disappointed. i might be ..soon. when its far too much. when the act turns ugly. like it has been already. perhaps i noe things i'm not suppose to. but i noe it. perhaps i heard things i'm not suppose to. but i heard and still hear it.i cant shut my ears to everything cause there's a possiblity it might be true..things ive been hid from. things not so nice... and the biggest prob is dat i can deny hearing it once. but i hear it more den once. more den twice or the excat same thing. am i suppose to continue to not acknowledge it?
after reading this. u might flare up or choose to take things calmly. its ur choice. juz rem dat wadever choice u choose there are consequences to face.. there's a road behind it to follow... it still ur choice ...i've said enough. u noe the rest.
Wednesday, June 11, 2003 @07:12
boo!.
lessons today. a total bore. fooled around in the hall though. headed to town for lunch. with hsin+annie+brenda+ying. ate at long johns. talked. den froze to death and walked out. yeah. held hands with annie!!. den cross the road as a big big grp. and i climb over the the...thing! walked around. saw samson. saw huiching. saw shihui. saw pearlyn.saw others.
went down to meet her. den walked around aimlessly. met up with hsin+annie+da+ying again. walked around. toys!!! squirt! den went kino. they left cause they were too tired.hahax. .den we walked somemore. aimlessly again.headed home.. lazed around. den yah. stuff starting coming up. uh irritated. yahx. nothing much. shall comment in my next entry
@06:21
uh. shallnt stay online any longer. sick sick sick. it's back. irritating. yupx. shall go watch tv. chao!
Tuesday, June 10, 2003 @05:59
did i say thanks again for the dog and sunflower? thanks.-/
@05:55
oh its tuesday. lessons today. was kinda late. yupx. chem den a maths. went to met her after lessons.[naughty girl. sneaked out]. den went my house. yupx. i'm a clumsy nut today. u cant cant believe wad i did. cause we bought big gulp and later went into the paint shop. and i happily dropped the whole drink. and it spilled. oh man. guilty shat can. ok. felt soooooo guilty i cried. sorry auntie. sorry uncle for causing soooo much trouble. i muz definately buy paint frm there.
so i bleached her hair.!! ok. it doesnt look bleach. impatient her refused to wait any longer.. so i being the hairdresser for the day washed her hair and shampooed it for free!. yupx. den stoned around. fooled around. did some lame acts and went down to play with darling. yupx. she likes her. fine. den had piano. i forbid her to come out of the room. haha yahx.
den lame around somemore and had pillow fights. she's wad kinda lame? yupx. okok. the news is spreading huhx. uh huh. more and more. yupx. she left when sis came home. yupx. sis was like."she's her huh." yupx.
dinner.ice cream. stuffed myself with ice cream. nice nice. feel fat. oh damn lame. i'm suppose to attend a piano course with the grad7s on sun and have to perform. like hello...malu shat can. dotdotdot.
@05:54
i'm back. saw nat.allen den saw jiayuan on bus today. yupx. how coincidental. in the same bus huh.yupx. met reen. went bishan. ate at sakae.den headed to city hall. cant find the bag! damn disappointed. went round and round into shops and accidentally kicking my leg into all the doors. den walked to raffles. walked city link. den went town. went heeren. reen ordered her shoes. she choose me the bag! yupx. so i bought it in the end. broke now. totally run dry. no more. spending. after dat. went taka. bought bleach. den went bishan. caught wad a girl wants. erm. i basically DINT enjoy the show at all.was a total bore for me. now i noe how lisa feels....yawns. was sitting beside this couple dunno doing wad the whole time.
rushed home. parents were at home. i almost died.. had jap food for dinner.
i'm bored.
Monday, June 09, 2003 @07:03
bOO!. yupx. woke up early. wanted to do my work. den again. if i was doing why am i here?i'm in a fairly bored mood. dun blame me.
going out with reen today. woox. home she manages to wake up EARLY. u noe her. hahax. yupx. okok. uhm. she's having her chi o-level paper in like. 28 mins? hope she doesnt freak out. yahx. jiax you. good luck!
Sunday, June 08, 2003 @17:07
boo!.dint update yestherdae.
yest.
uhm yahx. so i went. walked outside a zillion times den i decided to msg. ok. was having tution. haahx. yupx. den wandered somemore.decided to leave the stuff there. erbx. den the gate open juz den. faintx. calmly walked off. dint see me.hahax. funny funny. strolled up the slope and down. had to go home. yupx. spent an hour pacing outside.i realised. yupx. home. phone.
phone. slept early. ok. dint. woke up constantly. was freaking out
@17:04
today.
msged reen. we are gg out tmr. i need to buy my stuff. but i need to borrow money. volunteers? i'm broke. dun care. i still wanna buy.
ehx. i'm stuffing myself. breakfast: chicken pie. 2 brownies. 2 soon kueh. 1 box of uo de ban. wad kinda oily. wad kinda fat.
ok i'm gg off soon to get myself lost. and the weather is wad kinda out. gonna get lost in the hot sun. can juz faint.
see ya
Saturday, June 07, 2003 @22:16
blogger was down. irritating.
yestherdae. went out with hanjin after mr samat said there was no trng. hanjin refuses to follow him. fun. went to heeren oh my goodness lorx. this is the first time i spent soooo long in heeren. as in. very long. we kinda entered all the shops. yupx. fun. den walk walk walk. started singing songs. and everyone tot we were mad. walked to cine. walk somemore. walk to taka. walk some more. bought food. went to some deserted corner and eat. so funny. den the cleaner auntie chased us away. walked some more. entered and left timberland many many times cause they were playing tatu cd and we were singing to it.
hanjin said something that i clearly remember: we this type blur + forgetful. is like that. ok i dunno why i'm typing this down but i juz did.den talk talk. and went popular. den talk. den left. she went home. i headed to hsin's house. took wrong bus. found my way in the end.
at hsin's house. lame ah. banged piano and watched some horror movie which is not scary at all. annie fell asleep. hsin gave up watching. rain is wad kinda cute+irritating. whah. yupx. home. ate like pig. phone.online. phone. fell asleep. malu malu. so sorry
ok i'm still maluated. dot. cant believe i did dat. and u! dint do anything. should have slam the phone down or something!
@22:13
we are gossiping..woohoox. yupx..think silly girl is at home studying now...uh. guai girl...sorry hor. i wasnt tired last night..i wasnt. really wasnt. it was juz the room. haha..now i noe why u like the dark....uhm...but i still dun like it..makes me sleepy....yahx. ok, i'm in a lame dunno wad to sae mood. hanjin and cindy muz have influence me!.okok...hope she's really studying!!!
u will do well. trust urself and do the one minute thing!
miss u
Friday, June 06, 2003 @19:54
sitting beside hanjin now in the cybercafe. which dun excatly look lyk one. dot.
mum talked to mr m. dunno how it went. he was stressing me thru out the whole converstion. i refused to go back with thenm. stayed in school with cindy. met hanjin.
yest-
lots of things happened in sch today. dun noe wad to sae. am i actually feeling it?nahx. dead. monotone. dead. dead. daze..yupx. dunno wad to sae larhx.yupx. juz let things happened...juz let it...oohhx..
out after sch. was suppose to go out with them.den had lit lect. joyce had tution. sy dint wan to go. so watched movie with cindy.siti.jo.joelle.limin.shirrin. how to lose a guy in 10 days. keep running into the sji guys. dot...nothing to sae.. movie was quite nice. they left..me siti and limin wandered around. ate dinner at creps. saw huiching and shihui. oh my lorx. wad did they do to their hair....it's intimidating. den left. waited like how long for the bus.. saw ppl...nothing to sae.
home. called hsin. called her. yahx. den talked. irrtating dad came intruding and scolding me., sae i shld spend my time reading book. uh. wadever.
going hsin's house later. exciting!
@19:45
uploaded another set of pics. obs reunion dinner on 270503. go see. still lyk hsin's birthday the pics most. go see again!
Monday, June 02, 2003 @06:18
i'm tired.very tired.now i noe how hsin feels when she says she's tired.yupx.long day today.had lessons today. arh. suck. mrs heng was really nice today. yupx. thanks.talked to annie.brenda.hsin. yupx. guess i felt a little better...yupx. guess thats it uh. it hurts but i'll be over it. yupx. i will.. i'm a strong girl.
annie and brenda. dun be silly little girls. i'm strong remember?!smilex!
volleyball. hahax. another sucky thing. dun talk abt it.
trng. ermx. dunno how to sae. but ms liu and us juz cant communicate. she's too quiet. too "keep to myself" too. straight...as in. yahx. not flexible. ermx. yahx. sorry. maybe it's juz me.
after dat. played volleyball. had lots of fun. haha. but then. something had to go wrong to spoil it. left 2nd toe started hurting. hahax. thought it was minor. hahax. now i'm staring at it. and guess wad? it's bleeding frm inside. woox. u noe wad i mean? frm the beginning of the nail? yupx. it's bleeding frm there. cool uh?
went home with hanjin. sat bus with other ppl too. sillified missed her stop and dint get down. 'dunnoe' how she went home. talked to hanjin on the bus. yupx. really miss her. talked abt quite alot stuff larhx.yeahx. i'm reading her. and she's reading me..hahax. fun fun. i'm gonna date hanjin out soon. woohoox. yupx.
i'm tired. yupx. being insensitive but i have to do it. i'm sorry. it's for the best i guess. u may not see it now...but u will be better off. i'm sorry.
yupx. toe is pain. feel like postponning piano tmr. really starting to hate it. as it can be seen frm my "talented" skills today uh annie.hsin and lisa!
yupx. still like the pics. yupx. love them.
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